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"I just don't think Caroline would come out and tell Klaus about all the times she was harmed. Its so ooc."
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the thing you have to understand about Caroline is, talking to Klaus makes her nervous you know? He is the big bad wolf who has his eyes on her and everything. And we all know Caroline gets Nervous, she talks a lot. She doesn’t think about what she says before saying it. So to me, that wasn’t ooc at all. but think what you want I guess.
Dear Daddy,
Is it weird I still call you that.. or that I did? I mean I’m 18 now, you would think I would start calling you Dad, father or even Bill. Odd huh? I don’t know why I’m even writing this, you will never get it. You won’t ever get those texts I send your phone. You won’t ever be able to pick up when I call, all I get is someone telling me the number has been disconnected. You won’t ever hear the words I try to tell you, or see all the tears I shed for you. I understand your choice, I do. You stuck to your beliefs until the very end and for that I respect you. I just wish we could have been closer, that all the things that happened lately hadn’t happened. I wish I were still human. I wish you were still alive. I wish that.. life was different. Anyway back to the point, I miss you so much it hurts. No one will ever understand me daddy, not like you really did but thats besides the point. I’m broken, and I just really hoped that you would be able to be here to help me find my way back. Everything has just become to much for me too handle. I can’t be brave, or strong anymore. I can barely even bring myself to move from my bed. Everything reminds me of you in this house, and the times before you left me and mommy. I like staying in my bed, I know its weird since you died in it, but its where I feel closest to you. Its almost like you are here, but I know you aren’t. Trust me I won’t make the mistake of believing you are here again. I feel like I’m losing my mind. Like I’m losing who I worked so hard to become. I’m sure one day I’ll be able to be me again, but right now it all hurts so much. Why do people hurt without having to bleed? I understand being in pain when you have a cut.. but I don’t have any. All I have are emotional scars. I need you to fix them. To fix me. I know I told you I can’t be fixed, that you can’t change who I am. But I’m broken, numb, this is different from the time I said that. This is.. I’m not who I was that day. Not anymore. I love you Daddy..
-Until the End of Time,
Your loving daughter, Caroline Forbes.
#So this is a letter I wrote on another rp for Caroline #It was an rp that took place right after her fathers death #sflkjdkfsd #letters to bill #ooc
"You're flawless through the fact that you bring your character to life. It's not like you're required to bask for the acceptance of others anyway. Pfft, if anything I'd be grateful to rp with you. So, that anon can suck it and any other anon that can't show their faces when blowing out an opinion. Cowarrrrds!"
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You have no idea how happy you are making me. omg do you rp with me already ;) ? If not you totes should. I love you omg fdjkgfdkgd I can’t even put into words how happy you make me.
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#ooc #MICA! Omg #I still have the letter that I had Caroline write to her dad on one of the old rps #since I'm reusing accounts #omg #I want to post it
"That previous anon? Full of total crap. You're a great Caroline. Perhaps they just don't know the actuality that Caroline isn't always perky. Caroline isn't always broody. Caroline is balanced. She's a teenager. Enough said. You're flawless."
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I like to believe I have a good understanding of Miss Caroline Forbes. I’ve made tons of posts about her on my TVD blog but you know, anons like that always make me question just how well I play her. So thank you <3 though I’m nowhere near flawless <33
Only if they come at me. Then I have no choice but to kill bugs. Quiet is a very good thing in this town, though it gets boring sometimes.
I can imagine. It’s a bit boring right now to be honest, but eh. At least the guys in this town are pretty cute.
I know right? Its like all the hottest guys decided to live in Mystic. Which is defiantly not a bad thing.
"You kind of suck at being Caroline, no offense."
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Nope, won’t take offense to that.
I think we may have a class together.. french or something. I’m just a creepy person I suppose. I couldn’t hurt a fly! So, how you liking Mystic so far?
Sweet. Not even cockroaches or bugs? Mystic’s not too bad, I guess. It’s a bit quiet but that’s not really a bad thing.
Only if they come at me. Then I have no choice but to kill bugs. Quiet is a very good thing in this town, though it gets boring sometimes.
